life was so complicated when we think that its easy to be understand. it is harsh, it is tough, it is full with emotion.you can choose your way, and plan so perfectly. but the thing is, you wont get anything that you deserve without a big try.
i cry when he leave. i cry when my dad shout hard to me. i cry when i see my mom cry. i cry when i heard my sister tell me that they miss me. i cry when there are lots of problem in my mind.
its a replacement of the bitterness. satisfaction for myself.
climb high towards the mountain.
just want to run away from the sickness. the worst sickness u cant imagine.
i'm tired for being a freak. .a toy. . human trash. .
i don't want to have a heart.
just take it away from me.
i don't want to be that good girl. pleasuring everybody.
i want you. you don't want me. so i don't want anybody.
sex bind you tight. and now i face the rash.